Noone here seems to listen to me .

Any listener ?

Anyone can hear what I wanna express out ?

I ask you lah , find who to talk with ?

Uh , she has people to talk with .

Uh , she has her bestf .

Uh , he has something to do .

Uh , he is busy .

Uh , he doesn't even want to talk to me .

Uh , he asked me not to disturb him .

Can anyone teach me how to ignore those negative thoughts ?

Cryoutloud.

Stress & pressure.

I hope you do understand my feelings .

Sigh ,

not really in a good mood ,

problems occured & hard to solve ,

& it won't stop .

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You told me that our relationship got prob , you told me those hurtful's words , yet , i still don't get whats the problem , & what's your thinking . Would you just STOP thinking nonsence ? I really hate these things happened ! I really do. So can you all just stop all these ? I really so so so tired & sien bout all these .

You can suddenly be happy , you can suddenly emo & which when i really don't know you emo , so i didn't really notice , then you'll say , i don't care bout you & sort of things ! I really do care loh seriously , just after I with him then you think I wont care & blahs . Im sick of these , EVERYTHING , do what you like ! If you think this happy den do so .

Can someone just help me to solve it ?

Life is tough.

This is what i would want to say to you , Ti'amo.


Hope things may get better sooooon ! All we need are time , may time fades away de unhappy things that we had before . I had explain everything that I must to you , it isn't excuses & I did not lie to you , i can swear .

Beinggg so frustrated & my head gonna burst if these things continue . So grh - rh complicated .

Sigh .

TQ for everything today ,
Je t'aime.
:)

Be with you .

I'm gonna be with you , lyrics (?)



Hey hey , update here ! :D

Tuesday , 03112009 -:

As you know in my post below , i went to petroscience with yewjiaxin -.- Moring went to her hse & search for her house , omg , my dad kept scold me ._. thanks to you lar yewjiaxin :P Reached her house , used comp , facebook , crapped with her all the way , she let her mum scold . HAHAH . Kept show her daib face behind her mum . HAHA . Bout 8 something , off to go ! To.... PETROSCIENCE ! :D

Finally reach KLCC , then went up to the top floor & go buy tickets . :) Then before went in , we need to like sit something go through it , wahh , dark dark , no light , so chi gek when sliding up . HAHAH . yew damn scare , omg kept shout . -.- and hold my hand ! LOL , you owe me 1 . Then go meet gan , so damn cold inside -.- Met gan , xiaobing , kien ruey , vincent etc , MY 2A1 FRIENDS :D , wee , imissyouallmuch ! Play play play . hahaha . skipped lar , had tons of fun ! :) yew also not bad lar hor ? xD

About 1145 , we went out , then waited them to leave , me & yew go and search for fooood cause so damn tired lar . Omg , i cant really tahan her face , her reaction , -.- cause she sooo HAPPPPPY . omg , kept mention his name & THE FREAKIN PICTURE .

Yew : Yein ahhh (calling me)

Yein : ? Looking at her

Yew : ( Holding her phone & let me see de picture & tou xiao )

FOR SO MANY TIMES , OMG . -.- JEEEZ . I SHOU BU LIAO LE . So i dont care , and just show my ignore face , but yet , she continuous show me , and didnt fail to make me laugh like sot -.- Then we go Mcd loh , ma de , so many peoples , dulan , somemore mcd is in 2nd top floor , den walk to kfc , ground floor ,walked down , so many ppl -.- Okay fine , decided to eat at M'dam Kwan's :) Also byk orang , but at least got place to sit . Ordered foooodd , when we eating , yewjiaxin , omg , i tell u lar , she kept look at her phone and smile and eat -.- YOU COULDNT IMAGINE LAR . OMG . mmg pui fok her dy ._. Skipped , after eat , lepak around then her sis called and her bro fetched us home , too tired , slept in car .

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Back to her home , onlined , mapled , msned . :) Bout 6 , daddy fetch me homee ! Home sweet home , ohgod , im tired . :/

Pictures :) Short to tall . HAHAHHA

Ruey , bing , gan :)

AHAH :D The queen(s) and KING .

SEE GAN , SO KAWAIII !

OUR EDUCATIONAL TRIP :)

@ M'dam Kwan's :)

Ice kacang , also known as ABC :D

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Forget to mention , we went to slack around inside a freakin big book store , i think is MPH . LOL . & we found a boy , HAHAH , SO CUTE , hide between de er , i dont know how to say , try to stalk him inside de pic below . HAHA

Just acting cause scare kena chase out by guaards :D

Hai xiu owh ? xD

HAHA , KAWAII YEW !

Me love you lar yew ;)

At last , she dont want choy me , because i said something bout him . HAHAHH xD

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END , I LAZY UPDATE DY -.- OHH , BTW TODAY WENT TO CC :D

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I had tons of fun today in PetroScience with yewyew , altho' we are not following the school trip , went there by ourselves . :D Wil update when i get those pic from gan , ruey , yew ! :)


Now these are some pictures bout the culinary competition . I HAD LOADS OF FU WITH EEMINNNNNNNN :D ♥'s

YEEEE x3
EEMIN !

Sookmin & Edmund .

I TELL U LOR , DAMN NICE PLS :D

I lazy update dy , so tired -_-

till then !

xx .